Just another day like any other
I just typed out a whole bunch of stuff. Before deleting everything again. I can't quite seem to get anything out anymore. It didn't feel very long ago that I came back to Melbourne in July. Yet, Valedictory is over & it's less than a month to exams and then it's time to go home again!
03 days to Re-Enrollment for 2010
18 days to Introductory Macroeconomics
25 days to Principles of Marketing
31 days to Accounting Reports & Analysis
33 days to Introduction to Climate Change
34 days to Sydney
38 days to Singapore
X days to Korea
Now that's quite a few things to count down for. And then there are some dates you just don't need to count down to because you just won't forget them. Funny ehh?
Don't you just love a Masquerade?
There're always little triggers that weaken my defences.
I guess it's pretty obvious that I've lost some interest or energy in expressing myself here anymore =X
I love this rendition re-done by John Powell & Chad Fischer for Ice Age 3. Such simple words but they convey the meaning, right from the heart =)
Finally got all my textbooks for the semester. Shall start wrapping them up when I'm done with this post. It's such a strange feeling I got when I got back this time. I'm not sure why. But I actually miss home. In some ways, I can't quite believe that I'm back again. I have to get though another 12 weeks of university (not that it's very horrible, but still) and another round of examinations. Just so I can go back again.
And then there are other things. I really can't quite envision how I'd get through it in the near future. At least, I had a support base back home. As for here, I can only take it day by day. I realize I really don't know what to say anymore. It's not possible for me to act like nothing happened. And I know I'm only human and going through of all of these emotions are a part and parcel of the aftermath. Sigh.
I hope I get my Optus SIM card back soon. Left it in Singapore. How careless. So I'm on Vodafone prepard until I get it in my mail. Mom's sending it to me =)
I wish you only knew
You turned my world upside down and shook it until everything fell out
Brothers and Sisters never fails to move me. This time, was the scene when Julia proposed a toast to the Walkers before she moves to Seattle. A toast to hard choices. Well.. I have recently made one of my own. And it really was hard. I never believed I could survive making that decision. I guess somewhere inside my mind, I knew I might have to make it someday. It's just that I chose to look away and not deal with the possibility. And now, here I am, trying to face the cruel truth.
I'm actually quite amazed at how I'm handling all of this. Or perhaps this is just the initial phase. The real test will come in time to come? I'll just have to continue walking on to see what happens =X
HAHAHAHAHAObviously I don't understand but it should be about that. Nothing really bothers you much more as THAT thing. *pat... read more
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